I finished this the day I saw my grades. I was very upset. I was expecting failing World Lit since I skipped a lot of classes to fix my thesis but I was not expecting the incomplete I got from SEA. Especially after I slaved and did all the work for the supposed group paper.
I’m doing better but I haven’t updated this place in so long after I went back to my blogspot. I decided to keep this though for my creative thoughts and words, if I have them at all.
I’m happy that you’re happy,
I’m happy that you’re with her,
I’m happy that we’re just friends,
I’m happy that we are nothing more but memories.
How many times could I say this until it becomes true?
Once, twice, or thrice, or more.
I’m happy that I am truthful,
Even when in reality I am not.
I’m only okay but not great,
I’m only fine and I don’t hate,
If your happiness comes in packages like her,
I will not show you the sadness that I bear.
I will not deny you of happily ever after,
Even when it means I will not have my own.
And if you smile because of her,
Then I shall smile because you are.